JOYCE:
How does a person’s desires threaten your control?
FEAR:
Not all desires threaten the power and control I enjoy and depend upon.
JOYCE:
What do you mean? A desire is a desire.
FEAR:
You are wrong in that assumption. Whether or not ones desires are powerful enough to thwart my agenda depends upon which voice is motivating their desire to begin with…mine or their own spirit.
JOYCE:
You give us desires?!
FEAR:
Of course. How do you think people become in debt? They listen to my voice as I tell them “you deserve that car”, “you deserve that new house”, “you deserve that vacation”.
My voice sounds much like spirits’s voice when I use words like deserve. All wish to feel worthy enough to get what they desire.
My voice is heard over their own spirit when what they lack is self-worth. I can control their decisions the moment they look to a car, house, etc. to give them the worthiness they lack.
Truth be told, see I DO tell truth from time to time, the self-worth they wish to feel…the feel good feeling of buying what I tell them they deserve… is short lived. Eventually they must listen to my voice once again motivating them to buy, buy, buy. What they are not aware of, is debt in itself is an energy that drains one self-esteem, self-worth, and self-respect.
JOYCE:
All debt?
FEAR:
No. Like I said, only debt motivated from a place of unworthiness. I feed upon the unworthiness one feels and I can do this because a person who feels unworthy usually goes outside of themselves to achieve the worthiness they know they lack.
JOYCE:
You mean instead of finding that worthiness from listening to spirits voice?
FEAR:
Exactly.
JOYCE:
Why is a desire motivated from spirit a threat to you?
FEAR:
Because for anyone to be able to hear spirits voice even a little, they need the power self-esteem, self-worth, and self-respect grant them.
JOYCE:
So let me get this straight…The ability to hear spirits voice stems from where a person chooses to find the self-worth they lack….If they continue to listen to YOUR voice…they will only choose to believe that things and other people will give them self-worth. Am I understanding you correctly?
FEAR:
Yes you are. And never forget I’m a parasite. I feed upon anyone who listens to me. How could I possibly give anyone anything, much less self-worth? When if truth be known all I am doing is feeding upon their precious energy, energy I need to survive.
JOYCE:
How does a person stop being food for your survival?
FEAR:
Look at it like this. The moment anyone FOCUSES their energy inward and begins to listen to spirit more often than to me…my life of a parasite dries up… and this my dear lady IS a threat to my existence.
JOYCE:
Give me an example of a fear that robbed me of my power.
FEAR:
You have known of my control for many, many years… But you were unwilling to share this knowledge openly.
JOYCE:
What stopped me?
FEAR:
Your life given fears that’s what. You listened to my voice when I told you “who do you think you are.” , “your nothing special.” , “no one wants to hear what you have to say.”.
JOYCE:
Yes, that’s true. For a long time I listened to your lies and believed every word. Not now. Now I know if you’re speaking you are only afraid of a desire I have and you wish to kill it off by…
FEAR:
By… convincing you to believe that what you had to say only had value if others thought it worthy.
JOYCE:
I do not know the future. Maybe very few will visit my website…but I will still post. What I DO know is the more people that learn of your existence the less control you will have. My purpose is to turn the tide…to take back the power you have stolen from us all for so long.
The truth is…you cannot survive without us…we flourish without you!
FEAR:
Most will never know of the power they possess because most will never question me.
JOYCE:
That’s because your voice is the only voice they hear. There is another voice…another point of view…waiting to be heard.